Invocation

Day by day pass ,
I'm still not happy .
Living in some fcuking world .
Exam is just few weeks away ?
Yet i'm still struggling at some of the questions .
Daily conflicts&problems have been adding on .
My mind is really going crazy .
Real soon .
I've to buck up , holyshit .


Every day is a struggle, and every breath is a fight for survival
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day ,
I have questions, and there are answers .
But I'm afraid and much too weak to know ,
The pain in me is very real .
I lose control, my thought go wild ,
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought .