My daily fucked up story

2010-08-11T15:04:00.000-07:00

I'm so so lazy to post.

Oh,happy 45th birthday my beauty country.

Marina square to see fireworks followed by sheesha on national day.

& I just love my cliques so much(:

Rewind the time

2010-07-29T14:24:00.000-07:00

I'm just being so emotional recently,just so bad like what usually retards do.
Far in distance,but near at heart yet i couldnt do any shit still.
Sometime it really awesome to be with your love one enjoying the beautiful sunset on the beach,perhaps im just being emulous of others.

Everything just eventually screw me up whenever i tried to help but fail to
and not getting any good words from you.
Sad enough?
Nearly every songwriter who lives,or has lived,
has write about love. The Ironic thing is most written about
the bad times,and the pain of love,rather than
singing about the joy of love.
I wish to sing my heart out right now.

Broken heart

2010-07-27T12:52:00.001-07:00

Just wanna share how bad i'm feeling now):

thank you for all the sweet memories yeah,

perhaps all these is just part of life.

i know i just have to move on but i can't accept it,But i'll try.

Everything just seems like a dream,a 30days dream.

Waking up and realised that afterall it just a dream,and you are not there anymore.

I really miss everything you knowwww,even when i'm watching movie nowadays i just felt something is amiss without your presence.

I cry,but i said before if i will to cry one day,it not that i'm weak or what it just shows how much you are meant to me.

Sometime even the strongest man on the earth do cry,what more to say than me.

Hope you do take care of yourself over at taiwan.

Hope you won't forget us.

Hope we will get to meet again.

I hope you will be here to bully me again someday,( Obviously i won't like it?! )

I miss your voice.

I miss the time we spent at ehub,remember the time when Vincent needs help in confronting a girl for her number.

I miss you complaining stuff to me.

Hahahhaha

No matter what or who you are treating me as,

i'll still say i never regret anything before.

Goodbye :/

Best wishes

2010-05-13T10:29:00.000-07:00

Bored ttm,so decided to post some photos up.

& Would really wish to two of my brothers,

Evan & Jenson to be released on the upcoming

hearing.

Best wishes & luck.

Alright,busy having my head stucked on maths questions recently.

Tuition tmr,off to sleep.

Ciaoz

2010-05-02T11:35:00.000-07:00

Pictures taken on Vincent's birthday!

Decided to actually watch Ip Man2 but unfortunately almost all time slot

were either sold out or selling fast which we won't be getting any decent seats.

Not to say decent seat,not even enough seat for us to watch!

Many of them can't stay late too,so no midnight show):

So dte pool->boat quay

Had the most powerful drinking shots which consists of 75% alcohol

thanks to Cheeyong.

Vomited much,aftermath some incident occured.

Such as,big groups of ssb raiding us?

Hsh after that.

Happy birthdayyy

2010-04-30T12:28:00.000-07:00

I'm here to wish a HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH CORIN CHUA

& Vincent koh on 17! :D

&&& some overdue pictures taken on Leslie birthday!

Goodnight everyone!

2010-04-27T02:34:00.000-07:00

Just feel like posting out of sudden and doesn't

want my blog to be so dead.

Currently on some boring life.

Tuition&study.

Will get back to blogger when i got more things to post kay!

2010-04-19T08:45:00.000-07:00

LAOSHI WANSUI! :D

I have my limits

2010-04-18T11:19:00.000-07:00

Like wow,since long i had ever post.
Gonna study,study,study,study & YES study.
Less game,game,game & lesssssssss of game.
I enjoy my tuition and study hours so much :D

Beside that,I dont know how fine are you doing outside now,
Getting so paranoid,disturbed by all these.
All these kills my concentration of everything.
I'm gonna put this to an end i guess,
I know i'm contracdicting but this will be the last.
Refresh the last few moments & i will leave from your world very soon.
Sometime i wondered,why do i've to get paranoid over this & that,
having sucha bad bad headache thinking whats all this about & stuff
while you are still having your life leading on normally?
I don't wish to suffer over such case.
Whereas i think i should bury this somewhere,
I could stop the assuming and stuff,stop questioning myself & the others.
A deadness occurs in relationships when people are no longer willing to tell each other how they really feel.

Thankyou for the past few years of everything.
I've got one quotes for you,
"Before you try to change others,remember how hard it is to change yourself."
Till now,I can finally move on in ease.

My beloved grandfather

2010-04-05T19:25:00.000-07:00

P.S Photo of my grandfather taken on 1955! Handsome right!

As a promise to my grandfather & he passed away 5days ago which was on 1st of April,
i promised him when he's lying on the deathbed at hospital few weeks ago that
i would actually post up something great about him.
So here i am (:
Well,very nice and all-time doting on me & none other than the awesome grandfather of mine.
He gave me what i had always wanted until i felt bad requesting things from him.
Something little & small that i couldnt even give him,
i visited him when he was lying on the bed at hospital,he requested from me for a cup
of green apple juice yet i rejected him as the doctor wouldnt allow,i promise him that i would
get for him when he's discharged.
Well,i did get a cup for you,i placed it right infront of you when your lying down in your coffin that day.
Sorry,
Everyone of us is so disheartening & sad to see your body that was being transported to the crematorium.
My cousin is right,Why would i mourn for the passing of pain,
And not laugh with you when you loved? I felt very bad about that,extremely sorry.
Thanks for keeping us as a twinkle in your eyes all these years,
Although you had alrd leave this world,but to me you are always be living in my heart.
Loves,

Mixed feeling

2010-04-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday NickSohYuFang on 16th!

As usual,congratulate on those NC16 movie okay:D

Hahahhaahha.

Okay,I've got no sufficient of sleep this past few days.

Tonned for 3days,it shorten my life alrd!

On the other hand,Rest in peace grandpa okayyyyy!

We all know you had done your role as a grandpa well(:
安心的走.

Gotta go for the mourning and also have to ton at the funeral today,

i guess it another day of suffering w/o my beauty sleep.

Gosh

Sick

2010-03-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

Aircon&fans were all shutted down yet i'm
still shivering as if i'm walking nakedly at the winter place.
Having a bad cold,high fever as high as 39.2 and a veryveryvery bad sore throat
all thanks to my best friend i should say,Kelvin sim -.-
People are having their tasty&delicious foods
while i could only enjoy my wonderful porrigde.
Thats wtf.
Thinking if i should go out later to meet the rest
as it is weekiat birthday man.
Shit this mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn,
They are having the celebration while maybe i've to recuperate&sleep like a log at home.
& i guess i should stop with all the playing stuff outside,not much freedom like before.
Study time,Fml

Happy birthday!

2010-03-23T10:00:00.001-07:00

(P.S This is the only photo i could found taken with him)

Happy Birthday TanWeeKiat!

Bro, you're finally 17 already. I've been enjoying being 17 for quite a while already. HAHA! Anyway, have fun today and enjoy your first day of being 17 alright :D

2010-03-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

hieez!
阿慢大！叫我来postttttttt!:D
hiehiehiehie!我在 D.LOVE 的家。要荣说要打给我们可是他没有！
他要荣所以他才叫要荣。
哈哈哈哈哈^^V

HAHAHAHAH. This is ultimate fun manszx! D.Love is abit sot in the head right now. I type English then she ask me not to step English Pro! :) Hahaha, I forever is damnszx pro one lor :D 我的华文很ｐｒｏ！：Ｄ

张耀荣是鸡！我是很可爱的鱼！

Okay sign off here! :)
Jesslyn Fat girl and Fishy the cute!

2010-03-19T10:19:00.000-07:00

Once again,

Happy birthday BelvinTanBengKok on his 20th birthday!

Had the day well spent and celebration at kbox.
Alright,belvin face was smashed and being decorated by cakes.

Thats kind of cool right!

Had our supper at coffee xpress & hsh!

I dont know if i wake up real late or if

i'm suffering for insomnia,

It always takes me few hours rolling

over the bed to sleep!

Thats so wtf.

Will post again soon after sometime!

2010-03-19T01:00:00.002-07:00

Hi! Long time no see :)

1) Chicken is still sleeping, at 4.01pm.
2) Kbox was fun ytd.
3) I ate Chicken just now.
4) I'm lazy.
5) Rong says there's good news (?)
6) Fish is cute :D

Booooooooored. Above is the result of being bored while waiting for 还珠格格 II to load :D

Sign off,
Cutest!

2010-03-15T13:27:00.001-07:00

The previous post is no longer needed.
Hahahaha.
Imma preparing for the worst right now tmr.
Be back when everything is real fine.

WISHES EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS LUCK FOR THAT CASE!

2010-03-11T05:29:00.000-08:00

It seems that love has died.
I could not speak out nor share out with you
but i knew this day would come,
i knew it'd come to be.
Everything wasn't as stable as before.
This isn't the leeway of what i have been wonder for.
All i could do now is to kept silence.
Just let everything slip peacefully off away.

2010-03-08T15:28:00.000-08:00

P.S, Amanda is so despo to touch darryl's face .

Just a short post before i sleep.
Spent the past few days like theres no tomorrow.
Going out & stuff.
Unexpectedly,i cant believe i'm playing neopets at the age of 17 i am now .___.
But you know,this kill the boredom okay.
I think i could just be an owl,sleeping in the daylight & hunting in the dark.
Hahahahahahah.
I think i should just get to sleep now & post the other day before i start ranting again.

Have been hoping for some unusual.
Unfortunately,

Screwed

2010-03-02T09:35:00.000-08:00

I really wish to stop all these mind games now.

2010-02-20T10:25:00.000-08:00

老鹰捉小鸡！

2010-02-19T02:33:00.000-08:00

Thanks for all the birthday wishes & birthday presents by everyone kay :D

Shall post now since i will be busy later on as

i'll be meeting Alan&co for drinking.

Will be going yishun to meet my cousins later on too.

Had been sleeping lately recently,

dying of fatigue man.

Alright,off to do other things alrd^^

2010-02-13T10:27:00.000-08:00

(HAHAHA LOOK AT HIS COCK FACE ~~AND MY CUTE FACE!~~ :D)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHICKENRONG! :D (No, I'll not call you kor kor so fat hope hahahszx!) Have a Great day ahead and enjoy your birthday cum cny cum valentine day alright! I know you're so touched I'm typing this for you in your own blog right!! :D Hehe!

And, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE (L) DAY TO EVERYONE TOO! :)

I know that and I can totally predict that Jirong will be too busy to post in the coming few days so I shall be a super great person and do him a big favour! (Yup, Jirong you owe me one :D) Alrightszx, I shall log off now and be back to my own Tumblr! :)

Have fun Bainian-ing for the coming next few days!

Loads and loads and loads of love from,
FISHY THE GREAT! :D

2010-02-10T06:57:00.000-08:00

Alright!i'm bored ttm!
Very bored i swear,woke up ard evening time.
Been surfing the net,watching shows & using msn onlyyyyy.
Can anyone be my saviour?!
Few more days i be 17 & it chinese new year! Yayyyyyyyyy :D
Okay,enough crapping. i'm bored so i just came over
to kill time:D

`what actually do you want?

2010-02-03T07:24:00.000-08:00

HI I'M BORED! ):< AMERICAN IDOL IS SO FUNNY LORSZX! I ATE CHICKEN RICE TODAY! :D

CHEESOSZX!

2010-02-02T08:50:00.000-08:00

Hello every loyal readers of mine! :D
I guess i had spent most of my time these past few days at town.

Shopped ard like theres no tmr.
Might be going down again one of this day like this coming sat with Leslie.
Woke up ard late afternoon today.
Thanks to some of the phone spammers(: ( P.S you know who you are -.- )
First to bugis street then to bugis junction & etc .
The legs of mine now is alrd aching badlyD:
Getting older in 11days :D
& angbao come comeeeeeeeeeee!

Awesome day

2010-01-31T03:29:00.000-08:00

I shall post since i've got nothing to now.

Have to prepare soon & meetup with Alan,Weekiat,Jiaqin&Junxian afterwards.

Went town ytd with Yanxiang,Alex,Alan,Siqiang,Sihui,Phyllis,Michelle&Lingyi.

Shopped over manymany places,walked far east etc & i couldnt find the one i wanted.

Shall go there soon again :D

Dinner at New York after that.

Lastly sheesha! I guess i must have stomach too much of the smoke now-.-

it was like smoking spree kay.

Fun kayyyyyyyyyy
Cabbed back at 1am plus.

2010-01-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

Hey,I'm back!
Haven't been posting for the past few months i guess,
2 of my previous posts was posted by some idiot. Lmao,anw i shouldnt be so mean.
Thanks anyway,else my blog will be as dead as a corpse.

丑不拉几香菇头!
Omg,海派甜心 is so great & i'm not afraid to say out something,
i actually almost cry while watching this. I'm so looking forward for the coming episode kay! Cheers! \m/
It was suppose to be a short post but i guess i'm bullshitting here.

Alright,i'm off :D

2010-01-07T23:11:00.000-08:00

Hi, it's me again! :D

Yes, please do not be surprise, it's Fish the greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat here :D I'm here to help Yaorong post right now and he's right beside me, looking at this. Okay not literally, but hes a bitch. ^^

Results coming out on Monday so damn it! Very super stress .. cannot take it.

Chickenrong just said that it has been 10 days since he last used a laptop, he feel super deprived of it so he's kaopei-ing me to lend me the laptop right now :/ Sian. Will pass it to him, soon. Later.

ANYWAY, chickenrong is a gay cause he seats like one and he is one! :D

Plus, he wants me to tell you guys that I'm cute so yay! (((((:

Okay sign off!

A New Year Post

2010-01-03T09:52:00.000-08:00

Chickenrong is lazy and lazy and lazy because it's been more than a month since he personally blog so I shall represent him (that's because I'm a good person) and wish everyone a late HAPPY NEW YEAR! It's finally Year 2010 and I wish that everyone will have a peaceful and successive year ahead. Enjoy before the next countdown!

See that picture up that? He looks skinnier right? No! Don't be deceive by the picture because it's my good camera that assisted him to look skinnier than he actually is so don't tag him stuffs like 'o m g you have slimmed down congrats' because he's still as fat as he is! :D Muahahaha, I'm so evil.

Okay shut up and get back to the main point.

Well, totally not sure if it's good for him that he does not have to fret about waking up early to attend school like the past few years or bad for him. But the good news is, he can sleep late every single blardy day! How wonderful is that! :D

And and and, my O's results are coming out omg please pray for me okay chickenrong's loyal readers!

Honestly, I've no fucking idea what to post for him so I'm literally spamming rubbish on this page so please forgive me. I'll leave it up to him to post in future so tada! I'm gonna end it here.

I think I'll spam more nonsensical stuffs when I think of more.

Ciao!
Loads of love to you guys from,
Fishy! <3

p/s: This is damn gay, I swear he will kill me :/

Freedom

2009-11-17T08:53:00.000-08:00

It alrd like almost 3weeks or something
since i post.
Okay,shall simply skip some of it.
I'm out of school,spending my sweet time on working):
Nvm^^
Daddy gonna bring me to apply for private school
next week or wht.
Shall debate with my dad again.
Cause i dont wish to travel to dhoby ghaut everyday?-.-
Post again some other time,gotta work tmr^^

You will never change.

2009-10-29T11:43:00.002-07:00

28OCTOBER
`
A short post kay
as the time now is 3am & i got to wake up
at 10am later!
Went kbox with almost everyone(?)
We somehow celebrate it for Dickson
as 29oct will be his court sentence.
Yeah,goodluck.
We sang,played & drank alot .
Was fun okay ^^
Many of us were drunk
Hsh at 2am++

P.S, I'm almost dead drunk

Happy birthday

2009-10-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to Alan Law Yao Rong & Wee Shiyi respectively
sweet 18 & sweet 15 ! :D
Had some eggs,flour&cakes bash.
Okay,i swear i'm one of the unlucky one.
My shirt & hair are soooo wonderful kay.
Was fun afterall :D
Went kbox ytd with manymany people.
Will post again tmr,
Gotta work tmr .
Seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !

I can't hold anymore.

2009-10-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

I want to end all this.
I mean it,
The pain is really killing me & idk wtf i'm thinking.
The answer is so obvious & the person
you wanted is alrd right in your mind
yet you're still denying,
All you wanted is just him.
Go for it(:
I told myself to stop so many times yet it repeating.
This will be the last!
Alright,gotta go out for awhile.
Shall get back home early cause
the time now is 11.13pm~~~~~~`

2009-10-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

To you, my brother:

I really miss the old you,
I really want to pull you back,
We have been together for so many years alrd,
Yet you would rather let a few months of friendship
to replace our many years of brotherhood?
You do care to say & explain to me at time.
You reason out with me for wht you've done.
But lately,things have changed.
I see the drastically change in you,
No one wants that,so do many of us.
We care,we bother.
But does it matter? Simply, the ans is a no.
After times&times of advicing you,
After umpteen times of promises from you,
Things still remain,
If you carry on like this,
I'll be veryveryvery disappointed or rather i'm alrd very disappointed.
Sadly,I think nothing will go inside your mind.

2009-10-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon peepoooooooo!

This shall be a short post.

Actually i'm not posting,

but due to my mood i think i be posting!^^

Slept late ytd, did many stupid things-.-

While i was webcam-ing with Alson,

Something funny happened kay^^

Bbq for Vvian tmr!

I'm so so so looking forward,

Meeting up with Belvin,Binxiang,Alson&Jeremy

to get all the stuff rdy.

Got to bathe & go out alrd :D

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

`Things had changed for the better ;D

BREAKING DOWN

2009-10-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

I'm so serious at wht i'm saying now.
I can't hold on anymore,
I'm breaking down very soon.
Everyone around me is changing.
In fact,changed alrd.
Will never be like last time alrd,
Whtever it is,let it be.

Idk am i thinking too much or wht,
I just cant simply understand you
We are over right?
Please tell me,i dont wish to drag anymore.
I'm not blaming you neither anything else.
But let me tell you this,
If we are impossible,tell me.
I'll understand.
Do not scared tht u might hurt me alright.
I just felt so ... vexed?
I wish to wash of my hand of everything.
):

2009-10-13T09:31:00.000-07:00

Last paper to go.
Art on friday which i
really have to lose most of my brain cells on.
Doing so many sketches.
Most of the paper was cmi):

Well,Cabbed over to Vincent's house
right after school to visit his
lively&still kicking brother.
Spend most of the time doing art yeah.
Dinner at his house. Thankyou auntie^^
Went to 230 for awhile after tht
& then HSH.
Lastly,life sucks.

2009-10-09T13:56:00.000-07:00

It has been 4days w/o you.
Being hospitalized isn't good at all.
I'm not a good son i know.
I'm always being so rebellious to you
yet you still give in to me.
You always have to worry so much for me
yet i don't give a dam.
You gave me wht i wanted
yet i don't show you wht you always wanted from me.
Though we don't communicate much,
But yeah, afterall you are still my dad.
Recover asap & leaving tht fcuking ward of yours.
Get well soon yeah.
Loves,

A year ago,i lost you to someone,
I got back you this year,
& again, i lost you once more now,
If fate really give us a 3rd times,
I'll cherish ):

2009-10-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'm so stress! Exam period
is making me so crazy.
I'm dying of fatigue i swear D:
I'll summarize everything alright!
School->Home to change->amanda's condo to study->HSH!
With the great help of Amanda&Jesslyn,
my maths is better now :D
A great thanks!
Yanxiang the bighead requested me to post up saying tht he is handsome :D
Maths paper2 & chinese paper 2 tmr!
Got to choingchoingchoing:D
Bye everyone^^

LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2 SEXY&CRAZY BROTHERS BELOW ! :D

Happybirthday JensonSerWeeLiang
the 16th years old crazyass:D
P.S ( This is the most decent pic i found -.-)

&

Happybirthday ShannonKohJiaHao
the 18th years old bastardkid:D

Failure

2009-10-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

Sitting right infront of my computer
screen,staring into blank spaces & doing random clicking on my computer.
Tired yet not sleeping.
Having some serious thoughts & reflecting it all by myself.
It alrd 12.21am now,
while the time i be having the exam paper
is just about 32hours away.
Thinking about the fcuked up
results i got these few terms.
I just have to get my ass off & leave the school soon.
I seriously dont understand wht kind of person i am.
Having so much prob,
My recently attitude changes the way
i am now.
I just dont know why.
The way i speak changes too.
Yeah,whtever it is.

Getting you off my mind,
painful,really painful...

2009-10-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

Few things to say,
1) Exam is this coming week.
2) I want to study tmr :D
3) I wont let anything bother me anymore !
4) I fcuking hate my hair now.

Kay, Got to sleep alrd or else
tmr my school table will be my pillow againD:

Yeah,i think this
will be the last time i'm saying this.
I wish you for the best :D
Really,
Good luck in everything
& i still be there for you!

Fcuk the world

2009-10-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

Well, exam start tmr.
Revision done is so minimum,
Got my hair cut,screwed up hair .
Shall sit for exam tmr, just tolerate for that 2weeks.
After knowing my results
&i'll planned wht to do next.
Hopefully.

&you , whts the fuss about?
Neglected? i seriously dont understand
wht you mean, why is there neglect in the first place?
I hope you would really think before you speak.
Fcuk,i'm so shag.
Just so shag,the world in me is ending.
Sometimes i just dazed for a moment.
I reflect on myself looking at how badly i screwed my life up.
Seems like there's no way to get back on the right track no matter how hard i try.
I'm feeling apathetic now.
I seriously need someone to share my burden on.
-'-

As for other matters,
I dont wish to bother as much anymore,
Just let it be,
Let it go please,
I've lost.

Shag

2009-09-30T06:33:00.000-07:00

I hate school.
Perhaps i can't understand wht does school rules mean.
I just hate it -'-
Expelling me cause i just refused to let them
cut my hair ?
& hello , it just that few cm long?
Anw, i'm alrd mentally prepared to be out of this fcuking school.
If i really do , i'll still get something out there for my future.
This is so sucky.
I know you guys will still get me to office tmr.
Life is just so sucks.
Decided alrd , if i'm at my wit's end .
I quit school & go apply for private school :D
Discussed with my parents alrd!
But for time being , i shall concentrate well currently ^^

It not any better,maybe i dont understand you at all.
At times you care, at times not,
I really dont expect anything from you,
When i see you with the crowd,
I realised i'm invisible to you .

Oh no D:

2009-09-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Philbert & me :D

Day by day passes by , you are alrd 16th.
Not small bird but big bird alrd! Hahahahhahahaha :D

Though the time i get along with you may not be that long,

but we really understand each other right?

Problem the both of us are facing right now, i'm sure you get what i mean.

Don't get so stress over it , no matter what we are still brother right!

Go for it & I'll really punch you if you dont get what i mean .

I hope you really enjoy your birthday & sorry everything wasn't plan well .

I'll get you a better one next year kay!

Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ^^

BFL

Alright! It's late & i got to summarize everything kay:D

Meetup everyone at ws mac & while waiting,

was planning for where to go later on.

Took a really dam long time to decide,

after we went to ehub to slack awhile.

Bused to EastCoastPark :D

A very long trip so had many fun yeah ^^

Reached alrd & slacked again while waiting for Alex?
(Amanda waited for us for a long long time!) ( by Amanda :D LOL )

Steamboat there was okay but so hot can?

Afterwards, cab-ed back to Pasir ris then home to change.

Meetup almost all of them at 444 again then to lan!

HSH at 6am!

Tiring day but worth it ^^

2009-09-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

Lazy to elaborate.
School-->Homed-->Bugis-->HSH :D

That very last moment ,
I'm still holding on ,
Soon ... );

Invocation

2009-09-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

Day by day pass ,
I'm still not happy .
Living in some fcuking world .
Exam is just few weeks away ?
Yet i'm still struggling at some of the questions .
Daily conflicts&problems have been adding on .
My mind is really going crazy .
Real soon .
I've to buck up , holyshit .

Every day is a struggle, and every breath is a fight for survival
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day ,
I have questions, and there are answers .
But I'm afraid and much too weak to know ,
The pain in me is very real .
I lose control, my thought go wild ,
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought .

2009-09-14T06:26:00.000-07:00

I'm figuring why life is just so boring .
School reopen alrd .
Didnt have enough sleep & i'm really really shouting out for my comfy bed D:
School as usual & tmr i shall suffer
i guess , attire check -'-

Meetup with usual cliques but not all uh .
Went to ehub to slack while
some of them lunch-ed there .
Afterwards , went to dte .
Slackslackslack .
Some went off to do something .
Then Yanxiang&me walked home as
i'm reallyreallyreally very tired alrd .
Pictures to be uploaded real soon !

I still do , i really do .

Numb-ed

2009-09-11T15:38:00.000-07:00

I'm damdam shag .
I've started picking on those thing
& i'm so sure there wont be other time anymore

Will post soon as i'm damdam tired right now ):

2009-09-10T16:21:00.000-07:00

I hold it true , whatever befall .
I feel it , when I sorrow the most .
I have to make a decision very soon .
I will not stuck into it , either grab it or leave it .
I really wish i can rewind the time , really really
I missed it & now i think i deserve this .
It all depends on the reply now .
Goodbye all .

2009-09-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling very awful );

Confused

2009-09-06T03:17:00.000-07:00

Tonned ytd & i'm like finally awake ?!
i slept for like 12hours ++
Gosh , wasted so much time on my beauty sleep D:
Lazy to elaborate what exactly happened ytd
but but overall it a fun day :D
I'm thinking if i should meetup with my usual ciques later on ^^

I'm tired , i'm really really tired -'-
Just what i'm thinking ?
She care so much for me yet i dont give a damn bout her
yet i actually going for someone who dont care as much as
her ?
Should i , should i not ?
Yeah , you wont bother .

2009-09-03T05:01:00.000-07:00

Gave school a miss accidentally mannnnn
woke up late & decided not to go
cause if i go , i will have to serve
the super duper
detention ! D:
Rot at home --> 230 play bball --> HSH :D
Boringboring , sigh ):
Chinese project due tmr , shitttttttt .

2009-09-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

DEAR READERS ,
let me tell you ,
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see , but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel .
Somehow you will understand one day when you experience it (:
I JUST FINISH MY TUITION & I'M STILL GETTING A LITTLE BLUR ABOUT MATHS ):
Dinner soon !

I'm fighting for it .
When i see you gone from me ,
i"m left to stand alone

I know you got the someone alrd
maybe you wouldnt want to let me know
but it okay .
It okay ..
this shall not start as a problem .
who knows it might create a conflict between me,you&anybody else .
I try to forget it k D:

I HATE SCHOOL LIFE

2009-09-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

Weather is rather hot today D:
I really hate being in school .
All i want is just a cert & leave .
why so much prob .
-'- them

Saying about that , my hair was caught
today & i was being sent out for
a haircut &&& so i did .
I came back with neat hair yet that ass
suspend me still .
He claim that i didnt cut at all , to manifest it
i even pull down & show him .
Oh fcuk , NVM !
I shall sit outside the office tmr again .
Initially i got the motivation to study mannnnnnn .
Tuition in anoter 20min time ,
k i got to prepare alrd .
Shall go out later if i still have the precious time :D

Impossible);

2009-08-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

Rainy day . i'm shivering okay -_-
Came back home latelate ytd when i told someone
that i wont be going home that late :x
Basically , theres some prob ytd & theres too
much for me to elaborate .
Vin&me fought with him & my eye hurts now -__-
NEVERMIND .
I'm hate blogger alright .
When i got no pic to upload , everything went smoothly .
When there is , everything will be antithesis .
Will be meeting Vin soon , CAUSE I HATE ROTTING AT HOME D:
Sadly , eoy is round the corner & none of the
revision is being done ):
&& i got tuition on wed , homework are undone yet .
&&&&&& Holiday is reaching me tooooooooooooo :D
You'll never understand .

You will never understand me , i won't let
you know simply because
i know there never be a chance );
I don't want things to turn
out awkward after i declare it to you .
I admit when i'm with my ex-stead , i still think of you
when you broke off with him , that moment until now
i'm still holding this hope .
i swear , i 'll give you up . no trouble alrd (:
we had a conversation ytd , you will hoping&forcing me to say out it who
but all along it you

2009-08-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

Will post real soon i swear D:
Busy with stuff & things that happened recently .
i'm so sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrry !

Infatuation .

2009-08-12T02:26:00.001-07:00

I FINALLY GOT IMPROVEMENT IN MY GEOG :D:D
I GOT MUCH BETTER ! will work moremore hard
Credits go to weeweeeeee & rayrayyyyyyyyyyy :D

2009-08-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

I haven't been posting for the past few weeks ?
Simple , I'm lazy & not busy D:
Theres manymanymany events going on
which i don't think i'm gonna say bout those ?
Went to celebrate National day ytd with
Jiaqin,Siqiang,Shawn,Belvin,Vivian,Amanda,Junxian,Alson,Junhan,Vincent,Shiyi,Meien,
Rayray,Melrize & Felicity .
We went to marina barrage & scenery there was nice okay !
Can't see proper firework due to some building D:
Nvm ,will see again if next year we got chance :D
Walkwalkwalk & back to pasir ris .
Dinner/supper at downtown mac ?
Went lan after that & meetup with usual cliques .
tiring day but well spent :D

Credits of pictures thanks to Mel :D

2009-07-29T03:49:00.000-07:00

I know i haven't been blogging for times .
Common test & detentions in school
is killing my time );
I WANT HOLIDAY PLEASSSSEEEEEE .

&What i'm thinking about ?!
Whats this feeling ? -___-
Am i awake or still in my dreamland ? :O
%$#@^%@$#^%$#&
NVM ! Just follow my heart , yeah :D
LAST common test to go !
GEOGRAPHY !
Gonna memorize hard :D
Offfffffff i go !

2009-07-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

I had a fun day okayyyyyyyyyyyy :D
Watched HARRY POTTER today with usual cliques but not all D:
Leslie,Michelle,Weekiat,Valerie,Amanda,Sherro,Baoxian,Belvin,Vivian& Kelvin .
Long show yet not much interesting -__-
Overall still okay lah .
We got so much problem buying the tickets
because of the " selling fast " ?
After movie , walked to 230 .
Slacked for awhile . &Vincent should know wht happened ^^
Went to eat with them at coffee express .
Chit chat for awhile .
Pei Leslie,Kelvin&Amanda while waiting for bus .
Amanda the scary cat .
Lol , HSH after that :D
Goodbye ! More picturesssssssssssss

2009-07-19T07:04:00.000-07:00

Okayyyyyyyyyy , need to make it short , kinda busy :D
Last friday , Slacked with usual cliques at 230 again .
Supposed to watch movie
but due to some probs & time delaying , we didnt D:
Went PRP ! &drinkdrankdrunk :D
Some left home . Philbert&co came afterwards .
Chit chat for awhile & HSH .
Peeeeeeeeetures to be uploaded :D

2009-07-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO EVERYONE !
I'm home early todayyyyyy :D
I decided to get rid of the bad habit of skipping school !
Dont look down on me , i will .

School today was okayyy but kind of boring ?
Still same as usual , mad-ness kill the teachers -.-
LOL , Janan,Eugene&Darren
should get wht i mean :D
Common tests is coming , got to study alrd .
& FCUK , tmr i still got my tuition .
Went downtown to eat my lunch with usual cliques
then back to 230 .
Bball awhile thn walk home with
Weekiat,Leslie,Michelle,Jesslyn,Amanda,Vincent&Tianshen .
Saw Baoxian&Sherro while on the way home .
OKAY !
Off to do my stuff alrdddddddddddddddddd
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE D:

TAGS TO BE REPLIED TMR ! :D

2009-07-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

OKAY ! I know i haven't been posting .
Simple , I'm lazy & purely tired D:
Many events happened recently okay :D
First of all , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA CHANNNNN ! :D
16 years old alrd !
We went to watch THE HAUNTING IN THE CONNECTICUT .
AMANDA & VIVIAN got totally freaked out .
AHHAHAHAHA :D
The next day we all went to Amanda's house for bbq .
Fun day uh (:
Dam funny okay & i shall not say out everything .
Too much alrd .
Tonned at her house , her whole room
was freezing cold okay .
Luckily i wore skinny :D
HSH ard 8plus !
Shall end here with some pics :D:D:D
GOODBYE EVERYONE & i'm looking forward to the HARRY POTTER !

BROTHERS :D ( some of them not inside D: )

& the ladies ! :D

BIRTHDAY GIRL & ME !

Taken by Baoxian & edited by her O:

Michelle & me :D

I know i look sian-ed :D

Happy birthday Amanda !

2009-06-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

I know i haven been posting
since a very veryyyyyyyy long time .
Was busy&vex over many things ?
Many things happened , lazy to mention bout all D:

School has alrd open & i still give school a miss for the past 2days .
Must change alrd uh ><
Been slacking at 230 recently , boring uh .
Fun at times :D
As for you , why did u lie me ?
Making me like a fool .
Forget it , anyway everything is over .
Friday no school ! got some programme
coming up tht i'm not involved :D

2009-06-07T15:58:00.000-07:00

As usual , went night cycling with
Leslie,Weekiat,Kelvin,Belvin,Nick,
Junxian&Jiaqin .
Though it tiring but it fun ;D
I'm lazy to post -.-
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Okay , i know it over alrd .
Our relationship between us is starting
to drift , in fact not . It drifted alrd
You alrd got your new groups of friends .
I'm not needed alrd .
Takecare :/

2009-06-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

Okay ! I'm lazy to post so i skipped some
of the things going on recently .
Firstly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY Chua Jiaqin
on sweet 16 :D
Bro , old alrd lah . Stop
acting cute at times .
Ahahahahaha , followed by
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Melrize !
Celebrated at the 3days2nights chalet :D
Much of fun&laughter !
Many things happened at the chalet okay .
I was sooooo dead drunk on the first night -.-
Shall leave some pics before i go ! :D

BIRTHDAY BOY :D

I'm BEING MOLESTED BY THAT BIRTHDAY BOY .

2009-05-31T09:10:00.000-07:00

Many things happened recently uh .
None good but bad .
Slacked the whole afternoon with
Kelvin,TianShen,Vincent,Junxian,Nick&Shawn
yesterday then went to lan .
At night Kelvin wanted
to treat us Kbox uh :D
But in the end , the 3 same
police officer from the Bedok HQ
went to find us uh .
Suspecting me&Vin is involved
in a gangfight recently
when we never ?
Have to report to the Bedok HQ
tml at 4 ar .
SIANNNNNNNNNNNN -.-
In the end , we went to watch
NATM ! :D
Thanks Kelvin for the treattttttttt .
Homed after that .
Okay , shall pray that we
wont be locked up in the HQ tml :D
Goodnight everyoneeeeeeeeeee !

2009-05-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

Okay , finally . SCHOOL HOLIDAY ! :D:D
Got back overall result .
Overall passed but unstable marks D:
I dyed my hair todayyyyyyy . BROWN COLOUR :D
I'm soooooooo looking forward to
the holiday ^^

2009-05-21T09:39:00.001-07:00

I flunked almost all of my MYE papers ><
I only passed English&chinese ?
Idk my art yet , gonna
buck up alrd .
MAPLESEA SEASON2 IS UP ! :D
I'm waiting for the hell patch okayyyyy
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-12T10:46:00.000-07:00

A REALLY BAD DAY I SWEAR !

Had chemistry paper . I guess i'm not
gonna make it , just pray alright .
Went back home to change after tht to meet up
with usual cliques then to cycle .

Due to some stupid taiji , we cycled all the way
to Lyss there to settle some stupid freak .
NONSENSE okay -.-
On the way back to elias was the
interesting part .
I speed all the way .
Suddenly my chain came off from my bike cos of dunno wht ?
i fall on the ground and slide for like 10m ?
Now , i cant walk and stand
properly alrd .
My right leg is FCUKING pain i swear .
Some bruises too T.T
Okay , then to Ehub for midnight movie with
Jeffston,Weekiat,Nicholas,Nick and some others to watch
"HORSEMEN"
It ' nc16 ' & after watching it , i finally understood .
IT DISGUSTING ? the murderer kill people .
TML NO SCH , YAY

OKAY , sleeping alrd .
Gonna do my art tml ^^
GOODNIGHTTTTTTTTTTTT

2009-05-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

OKAY , since i got some time now .
i post & i be slping after this ^^

Went to celebrate Mother's day ytd
with my family :D:D

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY !
i know i'm late uh , mother's day was ytd .
ahahahah .
Went out to cycle with usual clique today .
Tiring uh , from central to elias then slacked for awhile
& back to central , then homed .
CHEMISTRY PAPER TML ! i guess i gonna flunk it .
My chemistry sucks seriously -.-
Gonna pray hard tml .
Paper ends at 9.15 , yayyyyyyy and homeeeeeee :D
Okay , gonna sleep alrd .
Goodnight peeeeeeeepo ! ^^

2009-05-07T08:32:00.000-07:00

OKAY ! Finally post ?
Many things happened recently uh
&it was the MYE , my maths really sucks
I NEED HELP !
Okay , it time to revise .
I end with some photos that was so long ago -.-
1st may ?
Vincent's birthday :D

Nice uh ?

Fish&co :D

Vincent's birthday cake !

Someone is cutting the cake ^^

Yummmmmy

2009-04-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 1pm ? -.-
i know it late , decided to revise my work
today with whoever want to :D
so i asked who cannnnnnnnn .
I know i'm hardworking :x
LOL , met up with Darren&Jenson .
Bused to ws .
Went to kfc to study with Darren&Tianshen .
The others go arcade -.-
Around 6plus . we went to arcade and meet them .
Vincent,Tianshen,Darren&me went to 411
to play bball :D
The rest went to elias .
Awhile ltr went to 230 .
Slacked and talked .
Walked home with vinnyyyyy and tianshen .
:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-04-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPO :D
Sch today was okay , 6 relief periods !
Skipped art lessons today :x
Was lazy to go for it .
Meetup with Alson and to elias alrd .
Saw the usual cliques & got some prob .
I can't believe among all of my frens , whoever it is can
actually betray me uh .
You knw what you have done (:
Met up with Yuying,Lixian&her sis to
ask bout more abt that prob .
LIXIAN , you are still the old you ^^
Chat for awhile & back to meet my frens .
Go home ard 7plus :D

TO THAT PERSON

Whoever you are , you know what exactly u did .
Cmon , get a life lah . Get so much
information from me and tell it
to others ? What a fcuked up life you got (:
Pathetic .

2009-04-19T07:35:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging ^^
Was sooooooo tired and lazy to blog .
Still cant really get over it uh :/

Nvm , don't talk bout it (:
OKAY , woke up ard 1.30pm ?
was very tireddddddddddd .
Went to meet Junxian at his house
followed by Vincent,Tianshen,Weekiat and Jenson at 444 .
Was kind of rotting ?
Decided to walk to ws . SO HOT !
Omg -.-
Slacked at ws until 6plus & saw Darrenkoh
thn to townpark the swing there .
Vincent and jenson sat on the spinning things ,
spinning non-stop lah -.-
thn when they stand up . is like dizzy one .
thn fall off to the sand . LOL
i sat it too uh , vomited .
Ahhaha , 7+ went home with jensonnn .
Bathe and eat , sleeping soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
Very tired arrrrrrr .
Schooling tml .
Okay , byeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

2009-04-11T17:00:00.001-07:00

Tonned for the days , going to slp soon .
i really got no mood anymore :/

Everything between us is over .
I should learn to let go of this relationship i guess
Thanks for the 181days u spent with me (:
I never regret .
If there is chance for us again next time ,
I wish .

2009-04-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Not in mood to blog uh
I don't know if we should continue
in the situation like this ..
走一步 , 看一步 D:

2009-04-06T08:32:00.001-07:00

It already half past 11 and
yet i'm not on my bed .
What more there is sch tml -.-
Alright , time to sleeeeeeeeeeep :D

2009-04-05T06:03:00.001-07:00

2009-04-04T16:03:00.000-07:00

Was a tiring day .
But decided to sleep aafter blogging :D
my eyes cannot tahan alrdy .

As usual , meet up with all of them and my honeyyy

at 444 . Shall not mention all ar , too troublesome-.-

Was abit late today . We all reach

at 3pm . Went to

Ehub after that . Actually we planned

to watch movie , but due to some

stupid reasons , we slack over

there -.-

& we went to " Just Acia " to have

our dinner uh . Actually
i see nothing good bout it , but alot of them are crazy

over their free flow of ice cream and drinks -.-

Okay lah , was quite full .

Bus-ed to elias after that , send honey home .

& i went lan after that for awhile .

Again , we bus-ed home together .

I go sleep ard . I'm fainting -.-

Vincent drinking his coke float or sth ? o.o

Crazy people :D

Some sort of retards doing their stupid pose . Lmao !

2009-04-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to sch today .
Started the day with vomit , idk why . maybe gastric -.-
went to GI with nick and leslie awhile .

Ard afternoon , i got called up to
report to the bedok HQ
for don't know wht ?
Got questioned by the police .
Crap right ? just because of some
incident that happened last week .
So i jus help in the police investigation lo :D
Bad day .
Went home ard 8plus .
Alright , sleeping soon :D